Issue 9
—Spring 2019
Work
Temporary
Temp
Temporary, from time
lasting but a time, a season
1886 short for temperature
1909 short for temporary
job, employee, etc.
By 1932 a noun—she is a temp
By 1973 a verb—she temped, he is temping
By 2002—I was temping
My Pink Labor Days
At the front desk,
I perform acclimatizing novice for a while
then leave.
In the suit, I am strange
to myself. As the office temp
odd to the office.
In imagining I weird the system
I enjoy being weirded by it.
I visit the kitchen
as if it is the depiction
of another city
always empty and guidebook perfect.
I drink the invisibly made coffee.
Then masturbate in the bathroom.
Last Season’s Semi-Gloss
I’d like to find a book on photocopiers
not a manual or history
but a promotional guide to what I’ve known
and don’t find anymore.
It would have showroom photographs
of their oxen bodies on display
each machine girth offset
in halftone hues of beige and grey.
I’d turn the semi-gloss pages
where typists of yesteryear
celebrate, latently.
Their cheers unheard
in the vacuum
of a distant Arcadian field
green and still
as yet to happen.
Sweeteners
Finding the dried cherries were
covered in false chocolate
I bought good chocolate
covering “natural” raspberries.
Finding the “berries” were
Juice-rich jelly blocks
I considered carriages for inconsistent cargo
and opened a fortune cookie.
—To achieve wisdom, you must first desire it—
And if I did, would it change that
my berry was and was not a fruit
that day?
As a temp I tried not
to be a poor substitute
while caressing
any number of designations
and taking pleasure in
only ever approximating the job.
Now, I still lie down
the same distance from the night sky
but no longer imagine any system expanded
through what I am not.
Lunch Break
I stitched the clothes
of an East Village dancer
born 20 years before me
and roamed streets
of not belonging.
I emerged in an office
wearing the suit of a long-since
retired secretary.
Each movement of mine
nudged her atoms,
some gentle and placid dying dust
cascading secretly into
my quietly carpeted
present.
At the reception desk
I consider all the
salubrious options grown dry
and when they will catch fire
in the infra world.